meikuree: (the wave)
1000xRESIST is another one in the line of canons that have made me feel like I need a drink and a depressing book about grief to process it immediately after finishing it. it actually has an uplifting ending by a few metrics and it's also extremely funny, but it still puts the audience through the wringer and I respect it for that.

quick summary: it's a narrative game about a far-future sisterhood of clones cloned from a HK Chinese-Canadian teenager called Iris Kwan, but I'd alternatively call it a commentary concerned with the violence of parent-child relationships/abuse/memory/heritage/familial legacies. alternative alternative summary: this game is filled to the brim with women with mother issues, and clonecest that's both subtextual and not. and multiple matricides, because why not? party emoji. 

I'm going to put my cards on the table and say that I'm usually thoroughly lukewarm about the majority of Chinese(-North American) diaspora stories, for reasons I'll sum up at the end so I don't start this on a hypercritical note. this game, though, has an interesting and un-solipsistic premise and while I don't think its treatments of certain topics resonated (understandable! it's a me problem), in that they hewed close to familiar narrative grooves in that genre, it sticks the landing and I was taken with the clone society by the end.

fun fact: this isn't the first show/media/canon I've watched about a sisterhood of clones. Orphan Black was another one, and it was similarly concerned with genetic/personal autonomy, responsibility, and ethics.

I don't have the brainspace to write any meaty commentary, unfortunately so I'm just going to note some linguistic (foot)notes on the Cantonese lines and hilarious moments that stuck out when I watched Welonz's playthrough on Youtube (minor spoilers):

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and a few reasons I don't gel (broadly) with the genre of Chinese diaspora stories:

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meikuree: (amrita sher-gil)
recent poems:

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last night I dreamed that I was sitting for one of my secondary school Chinese oral exams again, in a generic indoor basketball court, trying to tell the assessor sitting opposite about politics and the president and existentialist philosophy (not topics which would've come up in any actual exams to test the ability to verbally elaborate on one's 思维观点, [un]fortunately). I was getting frustrated in the dream because I was speaking Chinese just fine aside from all these terms which were just on the tip of my tongue, but I could only say them in English when I opened my mouth... when I woke up I was relieved I hadn't forgotten how to speak Chinese.

other odd and mundane stress dreams:

meikuree: (sofia boutella)
a quirky incident: my partner ordered a democratic theory book online recently. the package came alright, but when we opened it it had a pack of walnut biscuits inside instead of the Oakeshott tome we were expecting. turns out the sender had mixed orders up, but if it hadn't happened irl it would've sounded like the start to a surrealist story. the sender said we could keep the biscuits; we enjoyed them. I felt sorry for the other recipient, who probably wouldn't find the same use or enjoyment from Oakeshott's writing.

recent happenings:

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meikuree: (ye riqun)

doing some indulgent fashion blogging as a palate cleanser for my brain, because I've survived A Month. I've been getting into the ridiculous rabbit hole of fabrics, r/BuyItForLife (a sub where people discuss brands and products made to last), and lots of window browsing on Vinted.

vinted's like a european ebay, except with a much better and sanity-preserving UI. the user demographic also tends towards older married women with children, who all have the amazing habit of selling clothes from premium brands for outrageously cheap prices, like £5-10 for a dress that cost £120 at retail. i've seen it described as a place for online car boot sales.

a thing about me: I try to buy clothes secondhand where possible, mostly for environmental reasons but also because scoring a good deal is satisfying. so Vinted's been like catnip for me. I used to think I was decent at spotting stuff that’s worth it but lately I’ve also been learning how to discern between high street brands actually "worth" the price and brands that aren’t (maje, sandro, some of aritzia) from videos by jenniferwang et al. I don't agree with everything the so-called "de-influencers" say especially the knee-jerk reasons for their objections to microplastics and synthetic fabrics, but some of them have been helpful resources.

that said, I don’t often buy things from said high street brands. I don’t have the wallet to do that guilt-free, tbh. I just like to ponder them and window shop while balking at them. I also prefer to keep a quantitatively minimalist wardrobe. lately I’ve gotten most of my recent pieces for free from my sister when she passes her clothes to me because she can’t fit or doesn’t want them any more. I still value stuff that's value for money or has a good 'cost-pa', to borrow a Japanese slang phrase, which means 60% of my wardrobe at any time can be Uniqlo and Muji. 

but I did also help a fashionable friend move apartments a while back, and in return she gave me some of her unworn clothes for free, including stuff from brands like Reformation (!!!) and COS. so I’ve had a light-touch look at some brands & their quality. quick rundown of my reviews:

 

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meikuree: A headshot of Ianthe Tridentarius from The Locked Tomb, looking smug (ianthe tridentarius)
it's only been a month or so since my last entry but it feels like it's been a million years

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meikuree: (Default)
I've been slow on the uptake (snowed-in by work, stress, and some health issues) but a belated happy new year, everyone!

not quite in the business of making fannish resolutions just because I've enough on my plate IRL, but I felt like sharing a permissions statement I wrote in simplified chinese and recently added to my ao3 profile:

再创作全权声明: 本人欢迎二次性创作(包括翻译,同人画,同人视频,歌表,改编作品,有声同人,等等),不必询求授权。唯一的条件就是发帖时请显明原文作者(meikuree)和链接。若有打算把再创作上载到AO3上,请在它的作品页加上”inspired by another work”(灵感来源于其他作品)的选项。

which is a translation of my statement in English:

Permissions Statement: anyone who wants to make podfic, art, icons, fanmixes, translations, or anything else based on my work is welcome to do so, as long as you link back to my original work and credit me (meikuree). please also use ao3’s “inspired by another work” option, where possible!

as it stands right now, it's written in an overly formal/elevated register and more reminiscent of the kind of language you'd find in contracts or business settings -- a dead giveaway that I'm not a usual denizen of Chinese fandom spaces (my Lofter account is underused). I felt like adding this anyway after someone asked me last year for permission to translate my SNK fic into Chinese, though it's doubtful any of my recent fandoms aside from JJK and Disco Elysium will get much traffic from chinese fans.

(extra blabbering: also conversed with them afterwards about how chinese (fan)works also leave much to be desired in terms of depth or emotional realism, which tickled me since you hear the same complaints about english fandoms lol. in their words: "更重要的是你的故事里对于情感过程的合理描写,即使在许多同人文里这也是缺乏的部分,更不用说原作了。")

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