meikuree

Hi there, and thanks for creating for me! I can't wait to see any and all porny goodness you'll come up with. I’m omnivorous and easygoing, so my only rule is for you to create what you'll enjoy — I love many things on the scale of dark and weird to joyful and mellow. Details and prompts here are entirely optional; you can go in directions you feel strongly for or dust off an old piece as long as you respect DNWs. I'm

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delegation on AO3 and you can read my past exchange letters here. All requests are for fic.

I figure the freeforms serve as prompts in this exchange, but I've given further thoughts below where I have them. I’m fine with unhappy or ambiguous endings if your gift needs them.

Treats (fic or art) are very welcome, including late ones!

General Likes

gen, f/f, fic and art of all ratings
nuanced, intense, or unconventional relationships
- enemies/friends to lovers, or scrambled versions
- relationships ambiguous or difficult to define
- love or loyalty mingled with resentment, etc. complex feelings in general!
- codependency, manipulation, (inverted) power dynamics
pre-canon, post-canon, canon-divergence AUs; canon extensions or explorations, including of marginal places, ideas, details, or character interactions only hinted at
banter, humour, worldbuilding, character explorations, missing scenes, hurt/comfort, slice of life, crack treated seriously
hopeful/melancholic moods, second and third person POV, experimental prose styles or structures (e.g., non-linear narratives, interactive fiction, genre pastiche, etc.)
friendship, courtship, worldview clashes, physical intimacy, reunions, mentor/protege dynamics
cultural, sensory, setting details; architecture, indulgent and loving descriptions; competence, confidence; ‘fish out of water’ scenarios
confrontations, emotional repression, unhealthy coping mechanisms
dreams, liminal places, hauntings, fractured identities, surrealism, magical realism, absurdism, ceremonies (funerals, send-offs, baptisms, etc.)
history, the calm before/after the storm, beauty amidst bleakness and cruelty, ruins and remnants
psychological/existential horror; body horror, pain as an axis for transformation or self-knowledge, the weirdness of having a body
recovery, uneasy aftermaths; romanticised cannibalism, moral ambiguity, incongruous domesticity, unexpected joy or tenderness, Faustian bargains, ethics, material culture, characters denied catharsis
road-trips, greenery and NATURE, everyday streets, water bodies, hair-washing, wound care, bathtubs, politics mixed in with mundane life
tragedy, loss, grief/mourning; stories about being unable to return somewhere; stories about living with loss
monstrosity, monstrous women

NSFW Likes

I love very emotionally intense or character-driven sex. I love fraughtness as much as characters exploring a kink just 'because', or kink that sheds light on new aspects of relationship dynamics. I also enjoy sex as a way to process trauma or intimate interface for embodiment, complicated histories/dynamics, and more. I'm cool with past sexual assault being referenced or sex needing to stop because of old wounds/trauma, for instance.

Most of all, I'm great with vanilla sex (fingering, oral, penetrative, grinding), but I'm also very into Liminal and Weird Sex, such as dreamsharing, sex you can't be sure is happening, sex where the script changes because you're applying it to a monster/eldritch horror, or symbolic/metaphorical sex (e.g., sex as apotheosis), and so much more.

character study via porn
choking or breathplay
clothing kinks, clothed sex
dubious consent (of any kind, e.g., due to power imbalances, identity issues, "fuck or die" scenarios, sex pollen, altered mental states, etc.)
finger sucking
oral sex and/or fingering
first times, loss of virginity
focus on hands, wrists, necks
friends/enemies with benefits
bad/awkward sex (either funny or depressing), talking during sex
emotional sex, hair-pulling, under-negotiated kink, characters kneeling
edging, meandering sex, sex that may not revolve around orgasms
gentle/caring or reverent sex
gunplay, knifeplay, (mis)use of magic
painplay, consensual pain/violence (especially if characters get off on it)
porn without plot, plotty porn, politics with porn, porn where the sex IS the politics
sexual fantasies and masturbation
sex described in unconventional ways (preferably in line with the tone of canon)
erotic body horror; sex that reads mildly or a lot like body horror due to things like disorientation, power imbalances or interpersonal fuckery, dissociation, embodiment issues, or in-universe reasons

General DNWs

corrective rape/noncon; M/F noncon; unaroused victims
explicit underage sex under 18
pregnancy (unless canon)
genderswap
bestiality
bugs/bug infestations, snails, parasites
mundane AUs (e.g. coffeeshop, high school AUs)
soulmate/reincarnation AUs
extensive descriptions of weight gain/loss; forced feeding, mentions of calories
scat, emetophilia, watersports, age/race/petplay, breeding kinks, cervical penetration, food kinks, weight gain/stuffing kinks, spanking, A/B/O
genital mutilation or torture
unrequested asexual headcanons

List of Requests

呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga)

For incest ships here, if you feel like leaning into it, I'm always into guilt, shame, repression, and "if it's wrong why does it feel so good?" I enjoy intersections between incest and body/cosmic/hereditary horror too. I'd be down for erotic body horror arising from shame or alienation between these characters from their bodies, for instance. Or sex where it's Super Fraught and characters are feeling shameful/disgusted about their desire, even if the Zenin twins or their mother can't help let it happen. :,)

Zenin Mai/Zenin Maki

Yin/yang motifs, the poetic cinema of dying the same way you were born (by your sister's side, in the water), the inherent homoeroticism of your sister being your first love... these two hurt my heart in the best way. I'm very easy for these two: I'd love anything from relationship studies, bitter breakups, to snapshots of their lives in the Zenin house... anything! Any porn that touches on their love and complicated devotion to each other or just lets them mutually pine and be in denial.

Beyond my requested freeforms, some prompts:

AUs where Mai survives, and things get better—or worse?
AUs where Maki and Mai don't leave the clan; dubcon brought on by clan rituals, abuses of authority from their elders (women preferred), or other clan politics.
Codependency AU where Mai and Maki leave their clan and the world of jujutsu behind and become independent sorcerers. What if the codependency and enmeshment gets Too Much one day, something/the sexual tension snaps, and... they wind up fucking?
Maki meeting Mai in her dreams, processing her grief; Mai-sword conversations (?) and shenanigans.
Kinky ideas: gunplay or gunfucking, dream sex, bathtub sex (amniotic fluid imagery and metaphors, perhaps?), misuse of cursed techniques.
Revolutionary Girl Utena AUs, with Mai as a Black Rose duellist.

Requested tags:

• Bad guys think they made them do it but they really just enabled them

• Body worship - worship of scars/other physical imperfections

• Breathplay

• Character A denying Character B sex because A thinks it will fuck B up emotionally

• Character is aroused by their lover's nosebleed: LISTEN. Mai nosebleeds every time she has to use her cursed technique. What if Maki's into that? This is partly inspired by that one fanart where Maki's all up in Mai's personal space and licking away the blood from her nose; I love the mix of grossness and intimacy in that. I'm cool if you want to lean into that or extrapolate it into menstrual sex, or a menstruation kink.

• Character study through porn

• Clearly The Fact That We Keep Having Sex Is A Series of Unrelated Bad Decisions

• Dream Sex

• Exes with Benefits

• Fuck Or Die: due to sex pollen or a mission gone wrong, or ... [jujutsu shenanigans]!

• Gun Kink

• Incest: another relevant tag of interest is "Secret and Taboo Relationships".

• Incest - Having Threesomes Together With Non-Relatives While Mutually Pining: I'm cool if this is with Nobara, Momo, Shoko, or Utahime Iori -- just any other women. An original female character works too; maybe another sorcerer they meet outside? Alternatively, there isn't a tag for it so I didn't request it, but I am totally cool if the threesome IS with a relative like another woman or aunt in their clan.

• Kiss - "We Lived" Kiss Reveals Feelings

• Pain Kink: especially from Mai's cursed technique or unhealthy coping mechanisms and self-harm (the twins wounding themselves in battle). I think Mai attracts pain like a submissive magnet.

• Reconciliation Sex

• Sex as Grief Processing: especially if they have complicated feelings after razing their clan to the ground, or over their mother dying.

• sex as self harm

• Sex with the ghost of dead lover

• Porn With Feelings

Zenin Maki/Zenin Mai and Maki’s Mother
Zenin Mai/Zenin Mai and Maki’s Mother

Going to be upfront: my prompts for these pairings are deranged and likely fall under several umbrellas of dirtybadwrong, but if you already have something else in mind, please go ahead; I'd love to see it! Maki's matricide has simply given me a craving for deep dives into the twins' dynamics with their mother. I'm intrigued by Maki's unresolved issues and lack of closure for her relationship with her mother, and simply imagine that Mai probably went through a similarly tumultuous relationship with her. (I'd be thrilled to read Mai/Maki/their mother too if you're considering it.)

I'm down for darker themes, including but not limited to abuses/imbalances of power from their mother, springing out of the Zenin clan's repressive and claustrophobic environment.

If you're just here for prompts, you can stop after the bullet points! But you can also read on for my rambling if you want more details on what I think about their dynamic.

Mother-daughter dubcon, in either direction; canon-divergent AUs where Mai stays although Maki leaves, and her mother is driven to seek comfort in her due to grief or the general stress of, uh, being a woman in the Zenin clan.
Period sex (for Mai), finger sucking, misuses of ceremonies and grand occasions for sex, with or without dubcon.
The twins' mother forming a bond with Mai or using her as a pawn to piss off their father.
"Educational" sex, Mai involuntarily losing her virginity to their mother under the guise of her mother trying to teach her about what to expect... Mai feeling conflicted afterwards, especially if she'd wanted to do it with Maki instead.
AUs where Mai or Maki return home from the technical schools, and having to reckon with the threat (indirect or not) of their mother.
AU where Maki leaves her mother alive, and they deal afterwards (or not) with their grief and complicated feelings over Mai's death.

Given what we know of the Zenin clan, I think it wouldn’t be a stretch to imagine that the twins’ mother was isolated in a ‘lonely at the top’ way, with a… husband like Zenin Ougi… and imo she could’ve projected her unmet needs onto her daughters, particularly Mai (who is more similar to her in mannerisms, style, and dress, though not necessarily in deference; Mai’s a snarker).

At the same time there’s the compelling thread of how, despite resenting the twins, she’s also bound inescapably to them by blood; there are hints she wields political influence, at least in the shadowy form, with how she advised Naoya in ch. 138, but she’s held back by them.

There’s a possible element of her envying the twins’ freedom from the clan’s social mores, while refusing to acknowledge that to herself. If you subscribe to the idea that she’s in a loveless marriage: she could be jealous of the twins’ affection for each other! And lash out by trying to undermine their love.

Some notes for what I'm obsessed with in these pairings: simmering generational pain and rage expressed and filtered in unhealthy/dysfunctional ways, the horror of motherhood being folded into their relationships, the inability for the twins’ mother to relate to her daughters and show them love and care at all, the reversal of parent-child dynamics, etc. Mai or Maki tolerating a certain amount of boundary-breaking behaviour or dubcon/noncon from her, because it's the only time she's vulnerable or loving.

Requested freeforms:

• Crying During Sex

• Cunnilingus - Receiver Grabs/Pulls Giver's Hair

• Dreams - Dream imagery and symbolism

• Dreamsharing - Sex Dream

• Dub/noncon - Abuse of Authority for Sex: off the top of my head, the twins' mother using sex to discipline them or get them to fall into line, but other political or interpersonal shenanigans are welcome!

• Dubcon - Consenting to sex out of guilt

• Dubcon - Consenting to Sex to Please Older Partner

• Dubcon Due to Eagerness to Please

• Incest

• Menstrual Sex

• Noncon - Gentle noncon

• Noncon - Hand Holding during Rape

• Noncon - Raped during recovery from illness or ordeal

• Noncon - Victim engineers their own rape

• Oral Sex

• Postpartum Body Worship: specifically, either Mai or Maki appreciating their mother's scars or birthmarks.

• Ritual Sex: defining this as Zenin rituals or ceremonies, or perhaps a strange form of consummation; other relevant tags of interest are Public Ritual Sex.

• Sex as Grief Processing

• sex as self harm

• Victim Orgasms During Rape and is Ashamed

Fandom-specific DNWs/clarifications:

Humiliation kinks.
M/F involving Mai or Maki.
"Characters are unrelated" AUs.
Per my bugs DNW: bug-like curses are fine to describe.
Per my explicit underage sex DNW: explicit underage sex < 18 is fine if characters are at least 15.

The Locked Tomb Series

The Locked Tomb is the one canon I'm most open to AUs for. Academia, historical, apocalypse, steampunk, sci-fi, and “polar scientist meets selkie” etc. premises, or AUs based on a creator's choice of special interest or obscure profession are all good. I enjoy Revolutionary Girl Utena fusions too (but don't limit yourself!).

Harrowhark Nonagesimus/Ianthe Tridentarius

Harrow and Ianthe share such a delicious tension, and I'd be overjoyed to see anything showcasing their complicated dynamic; they have their capacities for prickly -- but genuine! -- kindness with each other, and I'd welcome moments exploring those slippery threads of care and distance, neither tender nor cruel; the revelation that they're perhaps sometimes just two [Mercymorn voice] children fumbling in the dark of a hostile situation together. Or go full darkness (death or Ianthe dubconning Harrow), if you like. <3

• An AU where Harrow doesn't turn away from Ianthe after the bathtub attack: "If Ianthe Tridentarius knelt beside you then, [...] you would press your diminished bloody terror into her. You would crawl like a worm to whatever clinging scrap of solace she would give you.”

• Bed-sharing moments on the Mithraeum, in response to Harrow’s fear over Ortus’s attacks, or other forms of trauma/hurt, leading to closeness and then... sex!

• Necromancy used for romantic, sexual, or comforting purposes, such as: breathplay via squeezing on the veins or aorta, slowing each other's heartbeats, etc.

• An AU where Ianthe still experiences issues adapting to her bone arm (pain, soreness, loss of control) after the subtextual bone arm sex scene bone arm transplant and Harrow has to step in to attend to her. And we get a bone arm scene redux.

• A far-future AU where both are matured lyctors, Harrow never remembers Gideon, and they've settled more into their roles, where they might have unique rituals or bonding after battles or difficult planet missions. (Sorry, for the record, I love Gideon! Feel free to slip in hints that she's still hanging around, somehow.)

• Harrow and Ianthe comforting each other through homesickness (planet-sickness?): giving each other House artefacts/mementos, or recounting childhood memories and stories to each other. Or: kinking on House titles during comfort sex.

Coronabeth Tridentarius/Ianthe Tridentarius

Codependency, that messed up moment your sister didn't choose you to cannibalise, spinning out the aftermath of "Babs? Who cares about Babs?" and so on. I've read As Yet Unsent so feel free to work in the reveal of Coronabeth's hidden neediness, or all the ways she's the worse twin. I'm down for anything about their twisted dynamic. Some ideas: Ianthe being subtly jealous of Coronabeth's affection for other cavaliers (Gideon, Judith, et al.), an AU where Coronabeth does get to be Ianthe's cavalier, an AU where Coronabeth doesn't betray BoE and sticks to her guns and they remain bitter enemies in an inter-galactic conflict...

Kinky ideas, if you swing that way: power plays in bed, praise kinks, Coronabeth trying to shower Ianthe with all the attention she isn't getting, knifeplay as a demonstration of Coronabeth's worthiness of cavalierhood. Whiffs of necrophilia and body horror (in the form of intentional mutilation, Ianthe mocking Corona with all the ropes of what she can do as a Lyctor) while Ianthe is in Babs's body. I'm fine if you want to go AU and write/draw a missing scene where Ianthe is in her own body instead of Babs's.

• Coronabeth letting Ianthe practise small doses of cannibalism or animaphalia on her.

• Ianthe and Coronabeth performing Third House marriage/scarification vows and rituals secretly with themselves.

• Ianthe gets arranged to marry another necromancer (Harrow, perhaps). Coronabeth gets jealous.

• A 5+1 times style study of (twisted) birthdays they've celebrated over the years. Creepy or messed up variants of their "fuck, kill, reanimate" games. Or various times Coronabeth's been mistaken for Ianthe's partner/girlfriend, and vice versa.

• A look at Third House rituals they've done, from the bizarre to ostentatious to downright weird; ritual sex even, where they've been asked to consummate their bond or mark the anniversary of their House's founding (or something...) in front of their peers, parents, anything.

• Alternatively, the Ninth House is obsessed with preservation and entombment, the veiling away of the past; what if the Third House is obsessed with gaudy opulence and the appearance of liveliness even in death? I'm thinking Ianthe having to use flesh magic to build/add on to corpses and a young Coronabeth trying to help her.

• Unexpectedly tender first-time sex with each other.

Cytherea the First/Ianthe Tridentarius

"I’ve tried the sister thing already,” said Ianthe, circling around to one side, “and I wasn’t any good at it.”

“But I have so much to teach you,” said Cytherea.

I think that explains it all.

But also! Loved their spark of antagonism in the fight at the end of Gideon the Ninth, loved the casual grace with which Cytherea severs Ianthe's arm. Also, Ianthe skewering Cytherea...

Feel free to transplant them into an AU where Cytherea survived and Augustine, Mercy, or G1deon died at Canaan House instead. I'd love a twisted mentor/protege relationship with them, where Cytherea's the only one who can cow Ianthe's inflated ego into whimpering submission. Give me sexy avulsion, choking, painplay (Cytherea siphoning Ianthe's soul for herself, Ianthe letting her do it for the social points), all the works.

Alternatively: Mithraeum politics and power plays, with Cytherea continuing to plot God's demise behind his back? Particularly with the constant, chronic pain she's been subjected to over the years. Ianthe perhaps coddling up to God and then going behind his back to talk with Cytherea about her plans while being fucked (or fucked over) by Cytherea, in every sense of that word?

OR: Cytherea haunting Ianthe as a ghost while she's on the Mithraeum, full of petty revenge for Ianthe attacking her.

Anything goes in my books for this; you could give me something simple like the two of them being cloyingly and performatively sweet one moment then debauched and cruel the next, and I'd gobble it up. <3

Camilla Hect/Kiki

We know literally nothing about Kiki/Kiana, but I'm intrigued by Palamedes's mention that Camilla's attachment to her wasn't "[his] secret to tell", the fact that they're 'quite' fond of each other, the way Camilla wanted Kiki to be there for the Grand Lyctor Fusion -- I imagine Kiki as someone Camilla admired, who might've mentored Camilla. Go wild and tell me about Camilla hanging out with her on the Sixth or in libraries, conversations over the years about Lyctorhood and its discontents, Camilla’s protective sentiments over Kiki, Camilla leaning on her shoulder after training or sparring. If Kiki was a necromancer adept (I might be forgetting what was actually said in Nona... feel free to go AU), that adds an interesting dimension to Camilla and her relationship with Pal too. I just think Camilla having a sister is interesting, and I'd love your take on how Camilla relates to her.

Are there incest taboos on the Sixth, compounded by society-wide cav-necro taboos perhaps, and how do they negotiate it, if or when they care? Kiki feeling ambivalent about Camilla's search for perfect Lyctorhood fusion, maybe... them writing letters to each other where Kiki lends her counsel, unspoken codependency neither realises is codependency, them being in an ambiguous sisterly but also sexual no-strings-attached relationship, with surprise undercurrents of feelings... give me anything.

Camilla Hect/Ianthe Tridentarius

Did not expect to come out of Nona the Ninth with shipping fodder for these two, but Tazmuir's a blessing as always. I love the fact that they have history (Canaan House, and Ianthe's references to Camilla trying to save her arm). I love how Ianthe remorselessly and cheerfully went for Camilla's jugular, by insulting Palamedes. I love that Ianthe threatened to dismember Camilla, which -- because it's Ianthe -- could have doubled up as weird, veiled flirting, for all we care. Remember the arm scene? Remember how Ianthe probably thinks dismemberment is the equivalent of Lyctor sex? I would be overjoyed with anything for these two.

Fandom-specific DNWs/clarifications: per my bugs DNW, canon bug-like creatures like Resurrection Beasts or the Heralds are fine to describe.

Original F/F

I'm open to modern settings as well as settings with distinctive senses of place, including historical, sci-fi, and geographical ones. Just as examples -- please don't feel restricted! -- settings like winter wastelands, deserts, magical realist worlds, Meiji-era Japan, the Hawaiian Kingdom, cosmopolitan far-future metropolises, etc. Academia, solarpunk, steampunk etc. would be welcome too. Feel free to bring in specialty knowledge of topics or locations you might have!

Emotionally Distant Mother/Adult Daughter Anxious to Please Her

For this, in general, I'm here for emotional fraughtness, and a daughter who craves approval/praise (and is emotionally reliant) enough that she'll let her mother breach her boundaries or use her for sex (or companionship), whether once or multiple times. I'd love it if their interpersonal dynamics are complex or messed up enough that it doesn't really register to them that the sex is wrong, not in a "we're accepting of incest" but rather in a "we've crossed the line of no return; now we'll sit with it" way. It says an 'emotionally distant' mother, but I'm also fine with her being emotionally cruel, in pointier ways. I'm here for very claustrophobic, codependent situations too.

Mentioning or describing pregnancy is fine for this pairing; in fact, feel free to write the mother using the fact (that she carried her daughter to term) to guilt-trip or emotionally manipulate the daughter, if you want!

Requested freeforms:

• Authority Figure Rewards Subordinate with Sex
• Begging To Come
• Body Worship - Worship Of Older Character By Younger
• Crying During Sex
• Devotion Through Sex
• Dub/noncon - Abuse of Authority for Sex
• Dubcon - character A initiates sex to punish themselves
• Dubcon - Consenting to Sex to Please Older Partner
• Dubcon Due to Eagerness to Please
• Dubious Consent
• Hand Holding during Sex
• Masturbation - Masturbating in Front of Loved One
• Menstrual Sex
• Noncon - Groomed rape victim mistakes rape for love
• Noncon - Victim engineers their own rape
• Pain Kink - pressing on bruises during sex
• Painplay
• Position - Kneeling for Cunnilingus
• Praise Kink
• Sex as Unhealthy Coping Mechanism

Selkie/Polar Scientist
Monstrous Plant Woman/Scientist Who Meets Her
Half Mermaid Half Tentacled Sea Creature/Mermaid

My monsterfucking request! I'm here for the mix of unknowable terror and desire that comes with seducing or being seduced by monstrous women :D A big yes for metaphorical sex and fear as an aphrodisiac too, or body horror in the form of the scientists being warped (beautifully) into monsters themselves.

I slightly prefer sex with still somewhat humanoid women, but I'm very easily convinced and I'm here for all the Weird Sex shenanigans like transformations that lean into the grotesque beauty of these monsters, etc. Things that expand or play with conventional boundaries of sex (e.g., with magic or mind melds, etc.) too :D I’d just love to see whatever you do with these pairings!

Feel free to lean into inspiration from "meeting with the unknown" or horror genre etc. movies like Annihilation!

I’m open to a porn story that develops partly through science reports or documents. I’m cool if the monstrous women here are deities or old forgotten godlike figures, in which case you can play with faith vs. science, or write the scientists being allured to the monsters (or culture clashes for the mermaid request). Anything that ramps up their inhuman aspect or casts them as beings existing outside human comprehension!

Requested freeforms:

• Aroused by Partner's Scholarly Accomplishments
• Body Horror
• Brontophilia - Aroused by Thunderstorms
• Clothing - Clothed/Naked
• Clothing - Undressing Each Other
• Courtship/Wooing
• Dreams - Dream imagery and symbolism
• Dubcon - Courtship Misunderstandings Between Species Result in Consent Issues
• Dubcon sexual relationship develops feelings
• Erotic Myth
• Getting Turned On by Philosophical Debate
• Licking or Kissing the Skin
• Markings - Tracing Scars During Sex
• Monstrous transformation does not get in the way of a relationship - it makes things better
• Oral Sex
• Place - Sex in a Forest
• Scarification - as a mark of ownership
• Seduction to the Dark Side
• Sex after transforming into a monster
• Unusual Erogenous Zones

Fandom-specific DNWs/clarifications: per my bestiality DNW, sex with requested monsters is fine as long as they're sapient (i.e. capable of at least human-level intelligence).